Sloth in Wonderland

Spanish is back! (well, not so much yet...)

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 20:14:44 GMT

So, I'm looking for some spanish slash communities! I took back some spanish class and I seriously need to read more! I f anyone know some, I will be really glad! ^^

OMG I WISH I WAS JOCKING (but no)

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 22:55:34 GMT

I FEEL VERY GUILTY I SWEAR BUT THIS PAIRING JUST HIT ME IN THE FACE!!!

So I can't be completely guilty since Kyle is in it as Reed (and OMFG do I even need to start about how much I love Kyle? No, because I'm really gonna look even more stupid than I do right now!), but MAC??? I NEVER slashed Mac from CSI NY with ANYONE, NEVER EVER!!! And I know, Reed is basically Mac's dead wife son and this is really wrong but when did it ever stopped me?

(And then Kyle came in and look where I am now! Another useless fandom! *couldn't even found one tiny fic slashing those two... I even weirder than LJ? scary!*)

I HAVE TO STOP!!!

( by the way, I'm still stupid about Godric from True Blood, this isn't going away...)

BECAUSE OMG I NEED TO SQUEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 20 Sep 2009 01:27:27 GMT

So, I just watched the two first episodes of the season 5 of Supernatural, and I would give no spoilers except that BECKY IS MADE OF WIN, and that CASTIEL ROCKS EVERYBODY’S SOCKS, EVEN GOD’S !!!!

But now, I have to post this promo of the season 5, I just have to! Because :

-The song is a killer : it’s O Death, by Jen Titus, if anyone wanted to know!

-OMG I AM TOTALLY CRAZY ABOUT THAT TEASER ABOUT AN INSANELY HOT EVIL!SAM (well, most likely Lucifer-in-Sam’s-body but whatever) IN A GODDAMN WHITE SUITE WITH HIS SHOE ON DEAN’S FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG THE HOTNESS AND THIS SHOULD BE WRONG BUT JUST GET ME ALL TINGLY (and I wanna touch Sam too *private joke… sort of * )

Anyway, here is the vid, 0 : 42 for the EVIL & HOT SAMMY!!!! :D

(God I should not be so excited about Sammy being evil right, I should not, but right now, I just want him to TAKE OVER THE WORLD!!!! Haha… I’m so gone!)

I JUST WANNA SEE IT RIGHT NOW!!!!

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 05:01:29 GMT

Legion is gonna be something I will have to see!!!! :D

So, crossover with Supernatural anyone??? (It's Jessica!!! Well, not really but you got my point!!! :D)

"-I don't believe in God!
-Father doesn't believe in you either."

WIN! :)

*CAN'T WAIT TO SEE IT!!!*

Just a few TB vids...

Sat, 05 Sep 2009 17:04:35 GMT

So, since I did my big post on TB, I feel like sharing a few vids I really loved, all of hem featuring Godric (and Eric) of course, and none of them Spoilers!free. :)

Probably one of my favourite, the song is so beautiful, and the vid itself is very bittersweet.

Made by the awesome doppelgangerqaf!!! Angsty and so well made, with the perfect song for those two.

Just lovely.

And this one because you can't go wrong with "Stripped" by Shiny Toy Guns. Just so you know, I'm still not shipping Castiel & Dean (despite everything), but I love to watch vids that ship them (and yes, I'm fairly aware that it makes no sense!). And I'm gonna make a post about it later... :)

The stupid & late post about TB [warning : not spoilers free at all]

Sat, 05 Sep 2009 00:03:42 GMT

First thing I wanna say, I’m not new to True Blood. I mean, I know the Show since some times now. So why didn’t I post about it before… Well there is a reason…

You see, I like True Blood, it’s a good Show, but I have a slight problem with it : I DON’T CARE ABOUT ANY OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS!

Yeah, I know, it can be a problem…

But careful! I didn’t say I don’t like them. I mean that I don’t dislike Sookie, Bill, Eric & Sam, but I don’t like them either. So yeah, I never bother to post about a Show I watched just for the fun without being into the fandom at all. Since I don’t dislike them, I watched and enjoyed the show, but I never been crazy about it.

The fact is, I found the secondary characters far more interesting! I totally adore Pam, Jessica, Maryann, they’re awesome! But let’s face it, the main reason I finally bother to post about the Show is Godric.

But let’s introduce the Show properly (and under the cut because HELLO SPOILERS)!

The main characters of the Show are :

Sookie Stackhouse : she’s a barmaid and telepath in the fictional town of Bon Temps, Louisiana. Sookie lives with her grandmother, and work at Merlotte’s bar. She fall in love with a vampire, Bill Compton, and feels strongly about another one, Eric Northam (though, in the books, she never allows herself to completely fall in love with him because she believes that he would be incapable of a serious and committed relationship with her, which in my opinion is probably the truth).

I personally, like I said it above, don’t dislike or like Sookie. I just don’t really care about her. She is kinda cute and I love Anna Paquin though!

Bill Compton is the grumpy, self loathing vampire of the Show. He is angsty, crazily in love with Sookie, ridiculously possessive (or maybe just careful since she indeed seems to attract supernatural creatures). Bill was born in April 9, 1840. He lived in Bon Temps, Louisiana, and fought for the South during the Civil War. He hates his maker Lorena and tends to act before thinking when Sookie is involved.

Like Sookie, and don’t really like or dislike him. (I just think they're really hot in real life! :3)

Eric Nothamn. So, believe it or not, I’m not actually crazy about the great Eric Northman either! So fine, I’m not blind, I can say that the guy is not bad looking. He is an old vampire (about 1500 years old), was a Viking before being turned, somewhat arrogant, but having a true “joie de vivre” (he totally love life, and that’s something I like about him… he remind me of Methos). In the books, Sookie describes him as “ handsome, in fact, radiant; blond and blue-eyed, tall and broad shouldered.” And adds the first time she saw him naked that “if there were an international butt competition, Eric would win, hands down – or cheeks up.” Which is always nice to know. He is smart, ruthless, and has a good sense of humor.

Still, I wasn’t really into him until his maker came into the picture in the Show! (and never care about the pseudo thing with Sookie)

Sam Merlotte. The sad thing about Sam is, I always feel like I should love him. Really. I mean, I adore shapeshifters, and he is basically a puppy so what? Anyway, he is the owner of Merlotte's, a small bar in Bon Temps, Sam has expressed his interest in Sookie and has kissed her on more than one occasion, but the two have never dated. Sam is always concerned for Sookie's safety. A good guy, and cute as hell in his animal’s form.

I still don’t get how come I’m not crazy about him… I should, I really should, he is pretty much all I like, but I still don’t care. *Sigh…*

It makes no sense...

So let’s now get to the interesting part (at least for me)! They’re not the most important characters in the Show, but let’s face it, they’re the reason I actually watch it!!! True Blood trully rocks on the secondary characters dominion!

So even if I should start with Tara, I’m gonna start by Pam because I love her to bit!

Pamela is Eric Northman’s child and his second in command. She is sarcastic and a has a special sense of humor (which is probably why I love her so much). She is described in the books as “a young suburban housewife, middle-class woman, but mostly as "Alice in Wonderland with fangs". All we know about her past in the Show, is that Eric made her about a century ago. She loves what she is, and basically rocks. She is not afraid of telling her thought to Eric, and they probably have one of the most “normal” and healthy maker/child relationship of the Show.

Tara Thomton is Sookie’s best friend. She’s kinda wild, and have often crush/relationship with the wrongs guys be I think she’s an interesting character!

Lafayette Renolds is the kind of character so unusual on TV and made of so much awesome that you hardly know what to say about them. He is Tara’s cousin, the cook at the Merlotte bar, and a flamboyantly gay (somewhat likes Emmett in QAF, except in Louisiana & black). He is funny and so freaking cool.

Oh, I almost forgot him : Jason Stackhouse. He is Sookie’s older brother and that pretty much all I have to say about him. I don’t like him. In fact, he could get under a bus in the next episode I wouldn’t even blink. He is basically useless (even if he care about his sister), and have a dick where his brain should be. Sometimes, I think that if you cut is head open, you will find the same thing that was in Homer Simpson’s head, a little piece of paper saying :

“I own you a brain.
(sign)God.”

On the other hand, while a lot of people don’t like her, I adore Jessica Hamby!
Jessica is Bill’s child, but he never wanted her and she was made against her will (Bill is punished for killing another vampire by being forced to create a new vampire… not the best way to be turned!).

So yeah, she’s annoying but that’s part of why I love her because she is SUPPOSED to be annoying! I mean, the girl has been turned at seventeen (teenage girls are annoying by nature people!) against her will by a guy that obviously never wanted her! She was not going to be ok and stable! So yeah, she is unstable, bitchy, and a total prat, but she is also sensible and insanely cute. She is one of my very favourite character in the show! :3

(Plus, her awkward love story with the human Hoyt Fortenberry and the totally not fun problem of perpetual virginity are just making her even more touching to me.)

The fact that she’s a redhead doesn’t hurt! *Have a thing for redhead!*

As for Maryann Forrester, I think she rocks. But ok, I’m biased, since the woman is a maenad! As a true fan of mythology, I could only love her because there is so few (in fact, I don’t know any other) representation of the maenad in TV Show nowadays. I wouldn’t say she is evil (I mean, she is a maenad, right & wrong, and human’s laws & moral means nothing to her), but she surely is manipulative. Which is only making her more loveable to me (I must have a thing for bitchy characters!). She present herself as a wealthy, mysterious "social worker".

Maryann possesses an assortment of strange abilities which include: the power to influence or control the behaviour of others, forcing shape shifters into changing shape, immortality, blood that is toxic when consumed by vampires, the ability to deflect bullets or invulnerability and the ability to transform her hands into claws that secrete a powerful neurotoxin. Oh and the tried to sacrifice Sam and holds several orgies… Fun character! :)

Same thing for Lorena. Most people probably hate her, but I actually love her. She is a true vampire, who don’t give a shit about humans (Lestat anyone?), and really likes to play with her food. Plus, I think it must be very painful for her to be hate by her child, Bill, when she is so deeply and obviously in love with him. Her relationship with Bill actually remind me a lot of Lestat relationship with Louis… (but thank God she never had the fucked-up idea to make a Claudia).

A few words about Sophie Anne Leclerq, the vampire queen of Louisiana; a beautiful, pale as milk, with reddish brown hair, large and tilted brown eyes. She is a smart and strategic leader within the vampire hierarchy with just the right kind of crazy in her (she remind me just a little bit of Cassie from Skins sometimes…) and one of her lovers, Hadley Delahoussaye, who happen to be Sookie’s cousin, turned by Sophie Anne!!! I loved them both!

And last, but truly not LEAST at all, the main reason I’m doing this post about True Blood : GODRIC!!!!! Because Godric just made me scream like an hysterical fangirl behind my computer, and I’ve never been so much in love with a vampire since Anne Rice’s gang (OMFG Louis de la Pointe du Lac I love you! And Marius… and Armand… and Gabrielle, whatever, you got the point!).

So Godric is Eric Northman’s maker & the sheriff of Area 9. He is older than 2000 years old, turned at sixteen, small, with dark hair & grey eyes, pristine and beautiful (oh, and I’m totally crazy about his arms!). He got a lot of tattoos from roman’s times on his body, on his arms, just on the collarbone around his neck and on his back (but that’s all we saw, it’s mentioned in the books that he got tattoo all over his body so maybe they’re more lower… :D).

We know absolutely nothing about his past, or his maker, except about the night when he made Eric, where he was apparently wild and playful. He is apparently the most powerful vampire in America, and probably the oldest too. Even Eric said that he isn’t half as powerful as Godric. But he also is in a very deep clinical depression (kinda likes the girls in Virgins suicide). He is very quiet, calm, seemed bored and distasteful about his own kind to the point he decided to kill himself (and cos a big mess with the Fellowship of the Sun along the way). A bit like Methos, he grown to care about humankind, and have more faith in them than in his own kind.

His relationship with Eric is the strongest maker/child relationship we have seen so far in the show, and the most exclusive. The devotion, trust and love between them is intense to the point I’m not quite sure that it is healthy, and Godric is the only person I have seen Eric being really emotionally involved with so far, to the point of going out of control, not even caring about begging, and being openly unreasonable. Also the only one Eric cried for as well, and cared enough to be ready to give up a life he loved to be able to die with his maker, and I actually cried like a baby in that damn episode 9.

Personally, let’s be clear, I don’t give a damn what happen in the Show, he is my favourite character! Plus, since we know nothing about his past, and this is a supernatural Show, we can imagine pretty much what we want for him to come back (BTVS & Angel did bring vampires back to life, even Anne Rice did it, so why not here?)

Anyway, that’s end of the big post on True Blood! :)

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Because I'm gonna do some massive ridiculous post about TB later...

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 16:47:18 GMT

ANYONE WANTING TO LAUGH SHOULD WATCH THIS!

(or maybe it's a geeky thing... dunno)

Just because except for Joss Whedon (who is pretty much God in the TV Show land) no one ever made me laugh my ass off like this!!!

Thx you Eric Kripke, your one of the few really good at managing your characters in TV Show nowadays! :)

(Not that I dislike all the other Show, on the contrary, but they all destroyed/killed/fucked-up the characters I love to some point so...)

Multifandom bitch!

Tue, 01 Sep 2009 17:09:29 GMT

COS I LOVE BITCHY CHARACTERS!!! :D

(Discover thanks to dysenchanted2here : http://community.livejournal.com/ilovedyoufirst2/9276.html)

SO I DID IT...

Mon, 03 Aug 2009 16:43:44 GMT

I GOT A KITTEN!!!

She's five months old, and half japanese bobtail (which is while she don't really have a tail). She is still a little scared right now, but still the cutest thing ever. :D

Her name is Neige (it means Snow in french)... for obvious reasons!

Writer's Block: Cute Meet

Tue, 28 Jul 2009 08:24:20 GMT

Behind every great couple, there's often a great story. What's the best (nonfiction) how-we-met story you've heard?

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Maybe lame, but I love how my parents met : a friend of my mother introduced my father to her as her "back-up plan"! (well, not so much for the back-up plan since my mother stole him but hey! All is fair in love & war right? ;D)

You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison...

Thu, 23 Jul 2009 16:16:27 GMT

SO, OKAY, IT’S COMMON KNOWLEDGE THAT I’M A FREAKING FANDOM WHORE!!!! (and yes, I just got myself a new one :D)

HOW THE FUCK DID I MISSED THEM ????

Chris Keller & Tobias Beecher, the most epic couple of Oz, the most epic gay canon couple in a TV Show EVER!!!! This is the embodiment of angst, their love is twisted, painful, terrible and doomed-from-the-start and this is just beautifully perfect! The bloody, sociopath & serial killer Chris Keller falling in love with the wonderful & fucked up Tobias Beecher, a Harvard’s lawyer alcoholic who killed a little girl with his car while drunk (a shitty accident).

AND HOLY SHIT PEOPLE THEY BRING THE ANGST LIKE WOW!!!

(try to kill each other, forgive each other, play minds games… and Chris is totally dangerously possessive which should not be hot at all but is because I’m sick and Meloni is just too good at it… :D)

And here a few of the best vids I found on the pairing. :)

And now I'm going to drown myself in the fandom!!!

THE GREAT SHIP MEME (part 2)

Wed, 15 Jul 2009 14:25:01 GMT

So, here is the part 2 of the monstrous post!!!

7)I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY ANYONE WOULD SHIP : DANNY TAYLOR/ELENA DELGADO (Without a Trace), NATALIA (CSI Miami), LANA LANG (Smallville), TWILIGHT.

Danny Taylor/Elena Delgado. Elena is some sort of real life Barbie and I don’t even want to know how many operations she had to look like this but her stupid romance with Danny is one of the most ridiculous ever (and totally destroyed Danny’s character).

Natalia/anyone. SHE IS THE MOST USELESS CHARACTER IN A SHOW WHERE WRITERS SEEMS EITHER VERY STONED OR JUST NO HERE ANYMORE WHICH IS SAYING A LOT!

Lana Lang/Anyone in any fucking fandom of the universe!!! Uh? Do I even need to say why??? She is pretty much the embodiment of a Mary Sue. She is the stupidest character I ever saw.!!! She is like, one of the biggest reason Smallville is not making an sense anymore. She is not even supposed to be like this in any comics, but the writers of the show must have been like, totally hot for her (there is no other logical reasons!). BIGGEST FAILED ON A TV SHOW. (and I don't have anything against the actress ok, the poor thing wanted to play Chloe coz "she is the most interesting character in the Show", well, I can only agree with her!)

ANY SHIP IN THE TWILIGH SERIE BECAUSE DUDE? THANK YOU VERY MUCH BUT I’M OVER 14 YEARS OLD SINCE A FEW YEARS ALREADY!

8)I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY MORE PEOPLE DON'T SHIP : TONY/MAXXIE (Skins), LILY/VERONICA (Veronica Mars), SHANE/JENNY (The L word).

Tony/Maxxie. They fit well, Maxxie never buy Tony’s shit, they’re hot and had they’re CANON moment so why the fuck is there so few fics about them???? Plus, Maxxie totally ROCKED (I mean "I'm very sorry for being a slut!" that was made of awesome!!!)

Lily/Veronica! Coz please, Veronica see & chated with Lily ghost & Lily is the one that made sure that Veronica didn’t go into the bus in the season 2. True love people! (do I have to mention the HOT factor?)

Shane/Jenny : MEANT TO BE (and fuck the writers).

9) IT CREEPS ME OUT BUT I STILL SHIP : JOHN CONNOR/KYLE REESE (Terminator Salvation), DICK/CASSIDY "BEAVER" (Veronica Mars), NICK GRANT/CASSIE HOLMES (Push), BRIAN/DEXTER (Dexter).

YES I KNOW THIS IS SO FREAKING WRONG AND PLEASE FEEL FREE TO THROW THINGS AT ME COZ I’M THE FIRST TO BE CREEP OUT BY THE PAIRING BUT THE BUNNIES WON’T STOP BITTING ME!!!!

*Go hide*

Dick/Cassidy. Wrong, twisted, doomed and very, very, very bad but I can’t help myself.

Nick Grant/Cassie Holmes. Fine, I’m going to jail. (and for the record, they had a great chemistry, while Nick/Kira had like… well as much as me & quantum chromodynamics...)

Brian/Dexter. I should not love the whole happy incestuous psychopathic brothers thing, but eh! I do!

10)IT MAKES NO SENSE AT ALL BUT I STILL SHIP : JETHRO GIBBS/MARTIN FITZGERALD (NCIS & Without a Trace), LIGHT YAGAMI/EFFY STONEM (Death Note & Skins), CHLOE (Smallville), TIM SPEEDLE/RYAN WOLFE (CSI Miami).

DON’T ASK ME! I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE IT COME FROM!

My brain just works in weird ways I guess…

Chloe with anyone if it's not the dude she marry in the show, doesn't matter if it's in another show : Dean or Sam Winchester, Martin Fitzgerald, Spencer Reid… whatever. I don’t care. She rocks anyway and totally deserve her on Show were she would be SINGLE & KICKASS!

Tim Speedle/Ryan Wolfe. Because they were the two best characters of the show and would have ROCK together.

11)NOBODY KNOW THAT I SHIP : PETE WENTZ/PATRICK STUMP (Fall Out Boy). *shame*

OMFG I don’t even know were two start with this ship!!!!

First, I’m not even in RPS in the first place!!! (except that apparently, I am)

So yeah, my secret ship is Pete Wentz & Patrick Stump from FOB (Fall out boys). Even is Pete Wentz became the embodiment of the Hollywood jerk / attention whore and OMFG JESUS IN STILETTO (what the hell?) married Ashley Simpson (who is, in my opinion, as (un)talented as… well… her sister and please don’t get me started on the subject I’m gonna get really mean if you do!), yeah, even despite of this, I ship them because back in the days, they had an awesome chemistry.

ALSO BECAUSE I DON’T CARE THAT MOST PEOPLE HARDLY NOTICED HIM BUT PATRICK STUMP ROCK MY SOCKS AND I JUST WANNA KIDNAP HIM & FEED HIM CHOCOLATE WHILE RIDING HIS AWESOME THIGHTS!!!!

They guy was nearly invisible during interviews or on the press when he was in fact the freaking lead singer, the one who wrote the music (composer) and able to play drums, guitar, bass & piano while also doing some music producing and I'm the kind of girl really turned on by intelligence and/or talent in a cute packaged.

And also LIPS!!!!! (and totally NOT legal when they started the band XD)

And the tights!!! Oh and I’m soooo not the only one on the tights thing since I came across some people saying that “These are the thighs that make lesbians squirm like crazy and have whole livejournal communities dedicated to them. No. Really.”

Which is TRUE by the way! His THIGHTS have their own community!!!!!!!!!!!! community.livejournal.com/patricks_thighs/

*is now going to fan herself*

12)FOR THE FLUFF I SHIP : SMALLVILLE & CRAIG DEAN/JOHN PAUL MACQUEEN (Hollyoaks).

Mostly, my pairing are Lex/Clark, Olivier Queen/Bart Allen (aka Green Arrow/Impulse), Arthur Curry/Victor Stone (aka Aquaman/Cyborg). And fluff, well, who can angst people wearing such flashy colors to protect their secrets identities??? XD

Craig Dean/John Paul Mac Queen. Coz despite the angst, the had a sweet happy ending.

13) FOR THE ANGST I SHÏP : ENNIS DEL MARR/JACK TWIST (Brokeback Mountain), NIGEL COLBY/ALEX FORBES (Like Minds), MERLIN/MORGANA (Merlin), SPIKE/BUFFY (BTVS).

And honestly, do I even have to explain why I ship them in the angst???

Nigel Colby/Alex Forbes, coz Like Minds is fantastic, and they are twisted creepy boys that are sharing the same mind. Plus, death isn't a problem at all with those two.

Merlin/Morgana, they're like, you know, angst itself, and freaking hot. I mean, two powerful magicians, madness, destiny, war... all I adore! :D

Spike/Buffy, well, he totally get his soul back for her, die for her, save the world for her, and he is a punk vampire fan of stupid soap opera plus a stalker, she is a slayer, they both love rough sex. Awesome if you ask me!

Angelus/Buffy : Classic!

14)FOR THE SEXUAL TENSION I SHIP : BALTHAZAR/CONSTANTINE (Constantine), RUBY/SAM (Supernatural), DEAN/SAM (Supernatural), ERIC DELKO/RYAN WOLFE (CSI Miami).

Please, anyone who saw the movie know what I'm talking about! I mean, John COnstantine is a bi character in the comics, and those two are like an universal explosion of hotness!

Ruby/Sam : angry, manipulative sex anyone???

Dean/Sam : UST people???

Eric Delko/Ryan Wolfe, because they got so much anger between them that the sex would be fantastic.

15)FOR THE PORN I SHIP : BRIAN/JUSTIN (QAF) OF COURSE!!!!

Really, who else??? :D

16)I WANT MY OWN RELATIONSHIP TO BE LIKE : DARCY/ELISABETH BENNETT (Pride & Prejudices), ZOE/WASH (Firefly & Serenity), LOGAN/VERONICA (Veronica Mars), TRINITY/NEO (Matrix), ENNIS DEL MARR/JACK TWIST (Brokeback Mountain).

They're like, the embodiment of the couple. And a classic.

OMG THIS IS MY FAVOURITE MARRIED COUPLE EVER!!! I WISH I COULD BE IN SUCH A RELATIONSHIP (minus the dying, thank!).

Logan/Veronica, coz they're EPIC of course. I love how they are, so not functional but so fit at the same time.

Trinity/Neo. They have a great relationship (and yes, the two next movie were shit but the first : a freaking genius thing!!), they are so devoted to each other, it's a thing of beauty.

Ennis Del Marr/Jack Twist. Okay so with a lot less angst, but that kind of deep soul years lasting relationship is something I really would like to know once in my life!!! :)

*IS NOW DEAD*

THE GREAT SHIP MEME (part 1)

Wed, 15 Jul 2009 14:21:13 GMT

OKAY SO, I SPEND SO MUCH TIME ON IT IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY & THIS IS LIKE RIDICULOUSLY PICS HEAVY (WATCH IT, I SAID RIDICULOUSLY AND I MEANT IT!!!).

1_My first ship was
2_My newest ship is
3_I used to ship
4_I never used to ship
5_Everyone I know ship
6_I feel like nobody but me ship
7_I don't understand why anyone would ship
8_ I don't understand why more people don't ship
9_It creeps me out but I still ship
10_It mades no sense at all but I still ship
11_Nobody know that I ship
12_For the fluff I ship
13_For the angst I ship
14_For the sexual tension I ship
15_For the porn I ship
16_I want my own relationship to be like

1)MY FIRST SHIP WAS : SEISHIROU SAKURAZUKA/SUBARU SUMERGI (TOKYO BABYLON & X 1999)

So, because I know most people don’t know much about them, here a ~~little~~ okay, very, very long explanation about their story !!!

Seishirou Sakurazuka & Subaru Sumeragi are powerful Japanese psychics, born in two of the most ancient & strong family of psychic in Japan, the Sakurazuka, a family of assassins (one unique assassin in fact, named Sakurazukamori), and the Sumeragi, a family of exorcists.

Seishirou Sakurazuka is the Sakurazukamori & Subaru Sumeragi is the most powerful psychic & future leader of his family. Subaru have emerald green eyes, but we don't know why (we know nothing about his parents -mother or father- and he grow up with his japanese grand mother).

Few things you really need to know about the Sakurazukamori :
-The have no emotions, basically, they’re sociopath.
-The ceremony to pass the Sakurazukamori’s power to the next Sakurazukamori consist in killing the previous Sakurazukamori : Seishirou, for example, killed his mother when he was fourteen, becoming the new Sakurazukamori.
-They can only really fall in love one person in their life.
-They can only be killed by the person they love (and yes, Seishirou killed his mother, do the maths!).
-They put the bodies of their victims under Sakura trees.
-They usually kill by throwing their arm through the body & the heart of their victims.

So, about my ship now!

At fourteen, Seishirou met a six years old Subaru under a Sakura tree, when he was about the put the body of his newest victims, a little girl, under it. Subaru, who is the polar opposite of Seishirou (very empathic, sensible, only care about other & never about himself), is of course shocked by what he saw, but still caution & interest in Seishirou.

Seishirou can feel the great power in Subaru, and is interest in the fact that someone so fragile & sensible hold so much power. It’s the first time in his life he took an interest in another human being so he decided to put his mark on Subaru’s hand, so he could find him anywhere in the future (usually, those mark are for those he is going to kill).

He also made a (pretty unfair) bet with Subaru : when he will be older, Seishirou will give Subaru one years to make him really feel something about him. If, at the end of this year, Seishirou still can’t feel anything, he will kill Subaru. But then (and yeah, that’s cheating) he erase Subaru memories of their meeting & of the deal, before disappearing.

They met for the second time (we know about) years later! Subaru is now sixteen, and Seishirou is twenty-five. They met in a train station. Seishirou know it’s Subaru right away, but Subaru as no memories of their first meeting. Seishirou started a game, not telling about his psychic abilities, hiding them, being a gentle, well mannered veterinary, acting like a lovesick puppy around Subaru who was really embarrass by it, while is twin sister, Hokuto, tried to put them together.

Hokuto was also a psychic, but much weaker than her brother (she only sense others psychics & can go in people dreams… without always controlling it). She was a fashion addict, loving to flirt, to have fun… not like her shy twin.

She was also a better judge of character than Subaru and while she always played nice & supportive with Seishirou, she didn’t trust him, a knew something was off. But she wanted her brother to have something for himself for once in his life, and knew that he loved Seishirou even if he was unable to show it. Subaru was someone totally pure, unable to hurt, or lie to anyone, unable to shield for other even to protect himself, who basically wore his heart in his sleeve & the weight on the world on his shoulders because of all his powers.

At the end of the year, Seishirou shield Subaru with his body when a woman mad with despair attacked him, losing his right eyes in the process. For the first time, Subaru showed that he love Seishirou, being unreasonable about the whole thing. Then Seishirou, proving that he is also really good at lying to himself too, decided that he didn’t fall in love with Subaru, and tried to kill him.

He failed, Subaru grandmother –the leader of the family- broke his spell before Seishirou could kill her grandchildren, nearly killing herself in the process. But even if he is alive, Seishirou “killed” Subaru by breaking his heart : he gave him back the memories of their first meeting, showing all his lies in the boy’s face, telling him he was worthless, so worthless that he didn’t even worth Seishirou killing him (wow, you really were a sweet talker Seishirou!). He stayed in a state of catalepsy, unable to respond, even Hokuto couldn’t reach him anymore. The worst thing his that even if Seishirou is a monster, Subaru still loved him and felt guilty for it.

Knowing that only an emotion as terrible as the one Subaru felt when Seishirou tried to kill him could bring her brother back, Hokuto decided to go to Seishirou and asked him to kill her instead of Subaru.

Seishirou agree, telling her that he could tried again later, while not understanding why she decided to do that. He killed her, and the shock of losing his twin his strong enough for Subaru to wake up. Before dying in his arms, Hokuto told Seishirou something : that she put a spell on him so if he ever try to kill her brother with the technique he used to kill her, the technique would go against him instead of against his brother. Seishirou asked her why she was telling him what spell she used, and she smiled at him, telling him that if she didn’t, it would makes no sense. Then she told him that even he was allow to love, and died smiling.

Subaru was of course broken by the death of his twin, swearing that he will become stronger and find Seishirou again. That’s how Tokyo Babylon ends (very happy I knooooow).

They met again –and for the last time- in X 1999 (by Clamp). Subaru is now twenty one & Seishirou thirty. It’s the apocalypse (yeah, things are so not getting better), and two sides are fighting each other : the side of the Seven Sky Dragons, & the side of the Seven Earth Dragons. Of course, Subaru is one of the Sky Dragon & Seishirou one of the Earth Dragon.

The Sky Dragons fight so mans survived even if it’s mean that the Earth will die, the Earth Dragons are fighting so humans disappear so the Earth can survive. Not an easy choice. Each Dragon have a wish they wants to come true, but of course, everybody will not get what they wanted (Hello angst?).

Subaru didn’t really give a fuck about that fight, only wanting to find Seishirou. Seishirou found him first, of course, and they had a little fight in which Seishirou asks if Subaru’s wish is to kill him, and Subaru said “No.” after what Seishirou disappear. (Oh and Subaru's leader, Kamui, is a cute sixteen years old boy who really, really like him -yeah, crush, kinda- and who is Subaru's twin in another dimension but that's so not the subject!)

Later, the leader of the Earth Dragons fought against Subaru and took his right eyes (the same Seishirou lost for him in the past), telling him he “grant his wish” (the leader of the Earth Dragons -a seventeen years old boy named Fuma- & Seishirou get along nicely and Fuma can “see” peoples wishes).

In the end, Subaru & Seishirou fought on a bridge, and Seishirou use the technique he used against Hokuto against Subaru. Like she told him it would, it makes Subaru kill him instead of killing Subaru. When Subaru ask “Why?”, Seishirou told him about the spell.

Subaru then told him that he never wanted to kill Seishirou, that he only wanted to grow stronger so Seishirou finally decide the was worthy to be kill. His wish was that Seishirou kill him. Seishirou smiled when Subaru told him, and say “I should have know, you could never kill anyone”. And then he said something into Subaru ear (that those bitches of writers DID NOT WROTE) and died. Of course, everyone think that he finally told Subaru that he loved him, since whatever if was, made Subaru feels even worse, and saying later “now, I can never know if the last thing he told me was true.”

After that, since when a Dragon died, another one took his place, Subaru took Seishirou’s place, but didn’t take any part in the fight anymore. The leader of the Earth Dragon, Fuma, came to Subaru with Seishirou left eye in some magical seal. He told Subaru that Seishirou asked him to gave it to Subaru after his death (showing that the asshole had planed to die all along), so Subaru could have his right eye back because Seishirou didn’t like the mark of someone else on Subaru (possessive bastar). He also warn Subaru, that if he chose to take the eye, he will also inherit all the Sakurazuka’s powers. Of course, Subaru took the eye.

Fuma & Subaru met again later. Subaru now got two eyes, & Seishirou’s powers to add with his own, which made him the most powerful dragon.

Fuma asked him what he was going to do now, & Subaru said “Nothing”. Fuma asked him why not dying then, since he wasn’t interest in anything anymore. Subaru didn’t answer, but Fuma smiled and said “of course, his you die, the last part of Seishirou in this world will die with you” (the eye) and then he add “Seishirou really was an egoist”. Subaru didn’t understand, and Fuma smiled again (of course, it only meant that Seishirou made sure that Subaru couldn’t die knowing that 1)the poor boy wouldn’t kill the last part of him & 2)a Sakurazukamori can only be kill by the one he love and the one Subaru loved was Seishirou and OMG this is so twisted I adore it).

Basically, the Sakurazuka’s & the Sumeragi’s bloodline are know both fucked since Subaru is now the new Sakurazukamori and don’t plan to kill anyone in the rest of his life, & gave up the whole Sumeragi leadership too.

Anyway! That’s where my first ship ends, and if anyone ever wonder why the hell I was into deathfic, angst, & twisted doomed-from–the-start love story, well, I guess my first ship (I was thirteen for God’s sakes) explain it all for you! :D

EVEN FOR THOSE WHO DON'T LIKE MANGA, I SHALL RECOMMEND TO READ BOTH TOKYO BABYLON & X 1999 COZ THIS IS REALLY MADE OF GENIUS. IT'S LIKE SOME GREEK TRAGEDY.

2) MY NEWEST SHIP IS : MARCUS WRIGHT/KYLE REESE (Terminator Salvation) & CHRISTIAN MANN/OLIVIER SABEL (Verbotene Liebe)!

Because angst, destiny & fucked up timeline are made of win!

For anyone who know them, it’s a bit like what happened between Craig Dean & John Paul in Hollyoaks! A gay guy fall in love with a straight boy with a girlfriend. Here, it’s Ollie, who fall in love with Christian when at first they couldn’t stand each other. They became friend, but Ollie kissed Coco (Christian girlfriend) to comfort her & it became the most ridiculous mess I ever saw for one stupid kiss. Of course, the two fight, kiss, Christian got confuse, break up with Coco, stay confuse, etc.

Lot of denial & lot of goodness. And a bashing (QAF power). Anyway, they’re pretty fun to watch (in German with English sub on Youtube!). www.youtube.com/view_play_list

3) I USED TO SHIP : NEARLY ALL THE POSSIBLE, CANON, IMPOSSIBLE SHIP IN HEROES!

Heroes, which used to be the best fucking show in my life before the season 2 & 3 came in the game. My favourite ship was the Mylar & the Pettrelicest, but I really got bored of the fucked up of both the storyline & characters. :(

Sigh...

4)I NEVER USED TO SHIP : SPIKE/XANDER (BTVS), SID/CASSIE (Skins), TONY/MICHELLE (Skins), SID/TONY (Skins).

I KNOW they're a classic in slash but I'm a very boring BTVS fan and I really, really can't even fucking IMAGINE those two together. It's like a whole new level of wrong even highter and incest slash & RPS put together. I can't get it (and yeah, my sense of wrong may be a bit fucked up).

Because I LOVE Cassie, she is one of my favourite character EVER in all the Show I love and Sid... welll, I never liked Sid. I don't dislike him, I just don't give a fuck about him. So, Cassie's greatness with him never worked for me.

I totally don't like Michelle, but I never really loved Tony either so you could think I don't mind them. Well, They made sense in the season one, but the whole getting back together in the season two? Pretty pointless and stupid. . It made no sense, even less since the won’t study in the same town after the end of the season…

Tony/Sid, well I understand why people ship them, I do but I really can’t… (once again, I think it’s because I don’t care about Sid).

5) EVERYONE I NOW SHIP : AT LEAST ONE SHIP IN THE HARRY POTTER FANDOM (BECAUSE THAT’S LIKE A DAMN “RITE OF PASSAGE” FOR SHIPPER THOSE DAYS), OR/AND A SUPERNATURAL SHIP, AND/OR ONE OF THE X-FILES SHIP COZ THEY ARE CLASSICS.

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I mean, really, who never ship ANYONE in HP???

Supernatural. They're like, truly big and getting bigger on my friends ship (most likely Dean/Sam because Wincest rules but other ship too). I'm a late bloomer myself, I wasn't really sold before the season 4 who really, really ROCKED MY SOCKS, which was awesome, coz few show are that's good right now (I mean, Ruby, Castiel, rock band, souls selling, God in Hollydays, Chuck the Prophet of the Lord and the brother dicovering slash fics about them??? Too much awesomeness in one show to be left alone!).

Dana/Mulder are like, duh, iconic ship now right?

And Krycek/Mulder, well, sexual tension anyone?

(I was talking about X-files in class about a month ago, mentioning the Krycek/Mulder tension and one of my friend just looked at me like "DUH!" saying “Please, they’re like a fucking classic and the UST is totally canon!” XD)

6)I FEEL LIKE NOBOBY BUT ME SHIP : CASSIE/EFFY (Skins), SEAN DIGNAM/BILLY COSTIGAN (The Departed), JOHNNY STORM/PETER PARKER (The fantastic four & Spiderman).

Cassie/Effy! They had great scene in the season two, they’re my favourite characters in the show, and they’re both totally fucked-up. That’s a match for me, but I don’t think many people share this ship with me… (Plus, "Hello Hotness people!")

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Sean Dignam/Billy Costigan in The Departed! I feel really alone about those two even if they have a (small) community with some fics about them! They are like one wonderful ship full of angst, death, despair, UST like WOW and no one seems to care... ;_;

Johnny Storm/Peter Parker (aka the Torch & Spiderman). In nearly all universe those two are AT LEAST friends, and they’re really close in the Ultimate universe. Like, really, really, “I-call-you-because-my-date-sucks-and-I-don’t-care-that-you’re-making-out-with-your-girlfriend” close, and like “OMG-I-totally-hit-on-your-female-clone-dude” close! See my point?

(Yeah, because Peter got a girl!clone of himself. She is him, his memories, his feeling -so yeah, into girls too- but in the body of a girl -she don’t like it at all by the way-, and Johnny totally hit on her… which is really screaming SUBTEXT.)

Second part coming!!! (the post was to big...) here http://oximore.livejournal.com/50407.html#cutid1

OMFG YES I CAN!!!!!

Sat, 04 Jul 2009 17:28:08 GMT

(Stolen here : http://photographicmemories.deviantart.com/art/Jumping-Silhouette-56503629)

BECAUSE I JUST GOT MY FUCKING EUROPEAN BACHELOR DEGREE IN ART BUSINESS AND OMG THIS IS SO FUCKING AWESOME THAT I'M PRETTY MUCH GONNA FREAK OUT ABOUT IT ALL NIGHT!!!!

*Is Hysterical*

(Stolen here : http://isacg.deviantart.com/art/Invincible-35292769)

OMF YES!!!!! :D

Tue, 30 Jun 2009 15:40:07 GMT

UTTER MAJOR WIN!!!!

I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS VID!!!!! AND IT'S EVEN BETTER THAN I WAS HOPING FOR!!!! :D

(Oh, I'm sorry, but you probably shouldn't watch if you happen to like Twilight... XD well, I guess it's okay if you have some sense of humor! :D)

"Your like my own personal brand of heroine"

"OMG! What are you 12?"

*LMFAO*

Writer's Block: Streaming

Sat, 27 Jun 2009 23:48:58 GMT

What is your favorite site for listening to music online?

Deezer.

Writer's Block: Department of Burning Questions

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 13:00:06 GMT

In your opinion, what is the cutest animal baby?

KITTENS.

(Any kind of feline baby in fact)

Writer's Block: Conversion Rate

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 16:29:58 GMT

Have you ever considered converting to another religion?

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I'm agnostic so no. Plus I'm anticlerical... conversion is really not my thing!

Meme thing... (coz I don't risk many things! :D)

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 12:55:54 GMT

Meme stolen from Babydracky! :)

MEME #1:
1.) Write a list of 15 possible characters.
2.) Have you friends list comment with a request for three possible drabbles with a character of their choosing.
3.) Pick one of (each) the drabble requests and write it!
4.) Copy this meme to your own journal and have your friends list pick characters.

1) Martin Fitzgerald (Without a trace/ FBI Porté Disparus)

2) Cassie (Skins)

3) Nimueh (BBC Merlin)

4) Edmund Penvencie (Narnia)

5) Kyle Reese (Terminator Salvation)

6) Buffy Summers (BTVS)

7) Ennis Del Mar (Brokeback Mountain)

8) Cassie Holmes (Push)

9) Billy Costigan (The Departed)

10) Alex Forbes (Like Minds)

11) Fox Mulder (X-Files)

12) Spencer Reid (Criminal Minds)

13) Ruby (Supernatural)

14) Justin Taylor (QAF)

15) John Constantine (Constantine)

Meme #2: Ask me any question about any object of my fannish obsession - be it my opinion on the canon to my thoughts on the fandom itself - and I will answer.

What do you want me to say...

Fri, 12 Jun 2009 17:37:25 GMT

IT ROCKS, THAT'S ALL.

While I'm at it...

Sat, 23 May 2009 04:06:24 GMT

Coz I can't stop listening to them and I didn't fall in love with a band that much since 30 seconds to Mars three years ago!!!

They're so freaking original, so rare, so peculiar. I adore it.

The Perfect Song for the Perfect Character Meme

Sat, 23 May 2009 03:57:48 GMT

Shamelessly stolen from </a></font></b></a>babydracky

1) Choose a character you like a lot.
2) Share a song with your flist that you think is a perfect incarnation of the character.
3) Ask your flist to share a song for that character with you.

4) The ones who will comment will give you a character they like a lot and post this meme in their LJ.
5) You'll share with them a "perfect" song about the character they chose.

So my chosen one is Dr. Spencer Reid from Criminal Minds (and OMG I'm so predictable).

BECAUSE HE IS JUST TOO PRETTY & ANGSTY (Dilaudi, anthrax...) & ADORABLE & I WANNA KIDNAPPED HIM & MOLEST HIM & FEED HIM CHOCOLATE (the order don't really matter, maybe all in the same time... whatever).

(And because his relationship with Derek Morgan made me grin like an idiot while watching the show but that's another story :D)

So, this is the song I chose for him (had a hard time finding something I like & that suited him in my opinion... he is a difficult puppy).

Woke up this morning radio moaning
thoughts run in circles and set the day
I'm all burnt up
no resurrection
lying here slinging ashes at the sun

Can't find what I once knew
take me
can't find what I once knew
take me

I'm worried my wires are crossed again
so worried I've lost my connection
a desperate need
for more distraction
won't you take me back to oblivion?

This Hollow World
is holding onto me
my Soul my Mind
is held magnetically
electric friction
washes over me
it feels so creepy
it feels so creepy

I'm worried i can't find what's real
can't find any other way to feel
blackbirds sing sad harmonies
lost to the humming wires that feed

Useless agendas make a useless breed
all you can eat in a world of need
a discount price for all your good deeds
tell me isn't that all you need?

Can't find what i once knew
take me
can't find what i once knew
take me

This Hollow World
is holding onto me
my Soul my Mind
is held magnetically
electric friction
washes over me
feels so creepy
feels so creepy

Woke up this evening
television screaming
static burns in my world of dreaming
soothed by the light
I drop my fist
turn my cheek for a cathode ray kiss

Can't find what i once knew
take me
can't find what i once knew
take me

This Hollow World
is holding onto me
my Soul my Mind
is held magnetically
electric friction
washes over me
it feels so creepy
it feels so creepy

This Hollow World
This Hollow World
This Hollow World
This Hollow World
This Hollow World

Writer's Block: Dream On

Wed, 13 May 2009 14:31:13 GMT

Do you ever have recurring dreams? If so, are they good dreams or nightmares?

I have the recurring dream of flying since I'm a child... mostly it's in weird dream, neither good or bad.

Lots of recurring nightmare since I'm a child too, but I hardly recall them (for the best maybe), I just *know* it's always the same because when I'm dreaming and even when I'm waking up, it feels familiar... strange, I know! It's the kind of nightmares where you're vaguely conscious, and you tell yourself "Oh God, I'm having a nightmare, I should wake up!" but you just can't. I have it quite often, and never remembered exactly what it was about.

Writer's Block: Home Cooking

Sat, 09 May 2009 17:53:00 GMT

When was the last time you cooked for yourself? What did you make?

When was the last time you cooked for yourself? What did you make?

Does putting something in the micowave count as cooking???

(If yes, then today was the last time I cooked for myself!)

Writer's Block: Heavenly Bodies

Wed, 08 Apr 2009 14:37:53 GMT

If you discovered a new planet, what would you name it?

Submitted By thethicket

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Hera, Gaïa, or maybe something like Dana or Mout. Some godess name I guess! :)